Drake | Closer To My Dreams
(Source: charliethebeast)
help me understand, if what im saying aint getting through. why i cant be your man? when id give up the world for you, girl id do the best i can, love you forever is what i’ll do if i was your man. thank you Joe for putting feelings through music.
went to visit my grandma at the hospital the other day. ive always known about how often she was getting sick, but seeing her the other day was pretty hard. from what i was told she didnt even want to go to the hospital, she just ready to be with God. but because my uncle asked her to try to visit one more time, she did. the women in my life are superhuman. theyre all confident when others arent, theyre all smart, strong, and beautiful. the doctor gave my grandma about 3 weeks, and tho everyone is preparing for when that time is over, im really not sad. all the pain and suffering shes been going through will all be put in Gods hands, and i know she will be well taken care of. so im trying my hardest to stay in prayer and to celebrate her life, rather then be sad about it. God is good, all the time. i love you Inang.
being up this early and i want to go to the gym. my goal of droppin weight isnt impossible i just wish it could happen faster. with everything thats been happening i get more and more nervous about my future, and even though i wasnt sure of my future til recently, im still nervous. seems like everyting is falling into place where it should. all the puzzle pieces are slowly forming the big picture. ive made way too many mistakes that i even want to count but, ive learned alot as well. hopefullythings will work out for whats best right? i guess we will see. i got new music dropping soon as well, and that proces has been very cleansing. so with that “i can do all things through Christ who STRENGTHENS me.” Philippians 4;13.
funny face swag, uncool bro.
bouta start work in 20 minutes. but ill be off tmrw, lol. its funny how i can have so many things on my mind, but i can’t express them, even on a blogging website. im thirsty.
when u care about yourself, you just feel better. then before you know it, you are better. take care of yourself, before you can take care of anyone else. so i’ve learned.
tumblr was something i always hated on, but truth is, its where alot of truth is. another place to unleash the rage, of words that are too difficult to speak on. of course words should never go unsaid, but until i do work up the courage to speak my my mind, i guess i’ll type it out for now.
